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Saturday, April 14, 2007
2:00 sigh.. i guess i miss you.
..bitch, I cant get you off my mind.todays the 3rd day that i havnt spoken to you, im writting to tell you that i had a dream last night about you, and again , it actually touched me real hard.
well, like now, were at this status and still you came to visit me, people wer around so we acted like nothing was wrong. You & my friends wanted to suprise me. I ddnt really feel like saying anything.i was super shocked. You wer here for two days, you wer actually chill with Rachel. Ther was you, rachel, cindy, kathleen, mae and i. So we all went shopping with cindy and mae and we all actually had fun together.Eevryone knew that it was over between us. Ther was this time where you wer bugging me and everyone was laughing, till i accedently shouted " baby ". Everyone then just sat there and stared.so yea we wer all at some food place then you just left, no goodbye, bye, nothing. so i followed you.we all ended up at being in some auditorium.i hen passed by you and that was really akwerd. you wer with a friend of yours. i sat in the back starring at you.all of a sudden this big guy starts something, started bullying me. and i was so tromatised by everything happening around me that i shed a tear. i knew you wer there so i tought youd be there to defend me like how i wished things would be. but no you wer just ther talking to your friend.then i fell, and everything stopped.you wernt even there anymore. then i knew everything was over, thats how we last spent our time, so i wanted to go home. whene i got to the bus stop , my friends wer there, they wer talking about something and they seemed soo happy.so i asked and this girl showed me some bracelet. .. go figure, you wer the one that gave it to her.. that broke me soo bad, i ran away, as far as i could. and thats where i woke up crying.
just to say, i can't live without you. It feels like everythings against me, the numbers 2 and 7 are everywhere. it maybe just the first 3 days. but man.. its hard to knowing you wont talk to me anymore. knowing you lost feelings for me. the only thing that keeps my hopes up are the fact that we're eachothers first love. i believe you for that.. also that we promised eachother that we'd live the rest of our years together and would be together the last seconds of our lives. ilystill. - ysd
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**OKAY READERS LISTEN UP. k nevermind the whole me being his first love thingmajiger. So like ein? wtf, that night we wer havint that big discussion about us not trying anymore, i asked if i was and he was like yes. soo like . ein you kno. ahh entoukaaaa
- have a good day.
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